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Tue Nov 10, 2009, 12:29 AM
why is this so hard. when you love someone your supposed to be happy write? then why arent i? i dont know and its hurting me. i dont know what to do anymore. i want to leave her but i know i will never be able to. she wants me to. i dont know what hurts more. the fact that we both like each other and cant do anything about it or the fact that she wants me to leave. i will never be able to though. shes my absalute everything. sigh. she is really sweet too. lolz. she sent a song to me that expressed how she felt. it was rather amuzing actually. i dont understand anything anymore. maybe ill try to leave. i dont deserve to be here anyway. noone has noticed how upset i am so i guess they wont notice when im gone. good. no one will get hurt on my part. i will miss her though. her smile. her eyes. her voice. everything about her scrwams at me to hold on just another day untill it ends up being 2 months. lolz. if your reading this just know i love you. foreva and always. i will always remember you and i hope you will always remember me. ................................... this is the end of a really quite depressing journal. but i dont want to stop writing. scared of whats going to happen next. maybe something bad. but it could be somethig good....maybe. i have never felt like this before. i feel so strong for you and i will never stop.
love.
Scotty!

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    :icongingerchesh:
    i though da was blocked fro ohs, you at home or something?

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    :iconkecha98:
    thx 4 the fav XD

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    :iconkecha98:
    Thank-You 4 the fa on Dumped.

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    :icondieingslowlyinside:
    thank you for the fav

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    Thanks for the fave. (:

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